Do you know what it's like to look in a mirror and not recognize yourself? I mean, literally, look, look away, and then realize a moment later..."That was ME in that mirror!"
Have you ever wept tears of joy looking at the man you've made of yourself?
Do you know what it's like to have women hounding YOU?
Ever look at at beautiful woman only to realize she is the one doing a double take back at you?
When was the last time you surprised; nay, flat out SHOCKED yourself with something you've accomplished.
Have you ever said, "I never knew I could be so happy." So happy, that you're almost scared at how good it's getting. In awe, wondering, "How much better will this get, and who will I be then?"
And that's where it ended for me. As soon as it was all going great, I threw it all away. As soon as I started wondering, questioning, doubting if I could handle it all, it all went away. I didn't throw it away consciously. I just focused for a moment on fear, took my eye off my goals, and they were swallowed alive by life itself. Life interrupts death; death conquers life.
So be it. This has happened to me before. Hopefully, it won't happen again. There's no reason to worry about that right now though. For me, for now, I need 100% focus on my upcoming success.
“The secret of change is to focus all your energy, not on fighting for the old, but on building the new.”Socrates
- ▼ July (5)